Saturday - 06.01.02

02:06 AM - something needs to be done about ben affleck. now.

i feel that as his movies proliferate, our nations morale....and possible it's very reason for existence...will continue to slip away. he must be stopped.

please....may the powers above hear my humble cry and spare us mere mortals from suffering further under the shameful yoke that is his existence among us......

please.....

ron

12:36 AM - be careful.....the FBI is probably watching you......

jeeeezzzus.......)beep(...

ron

06:28 PM - i just got home from work. this week i began my training to be a keyholder. i started talkin with jess, and i found myself feeling more and more frustrated with the store, the company, and my job in general. they need a lot of help. unfortunately, it's help that i won't be in any position to give. yes, i'll get to give imput. yes, i'll be encouraged to make changes. sadly, the problems that truly need addressing are (for the most part) above me.

add on top the fact that i really don't like the company i work for. point blank. never did....most likely never will. i thought that i might see them differently from the inside. alas, they just get me angrier.

this is weighing on my mind because i'm thinking about turning down this keyholder business. it probably isn't the best idea to have someone with my attitude towards the company put into a position of power/decision making. and to be totally blunt, i'm not sure that the pay increase they're offering me is really enough for what they seem to want me to do.

right now i'm trying to decide wether or not to go into work tomorrow (my day off) and tell my manager that i'm not going to be a keyholder.

maybe it's just time to consider employment elsewhere......

ron

01:21 PM - archive issue seems to be fixed. blog is a really handy program!

well.....i just got cut off by my isp......i'll post this later

ron

01:17 PM - i tried changing my archive settings......unfortunately, it didn't quite take. i'll have to play with that later......sorry......

ron

01:12 PM -

09:48 AM - last night, when i first tried to upload to /access controlledfury, i couldn't connect. i tried to view the site, and it came up 'not found'. same with nohtv. a few minutes later, the same thing.

normally i would chalk it up to something that just happens from time to time. but this has happened quite frequently over the past few weeks from eleven pm to midnight.

if it continues over the next couple of weeks, i'll bug my hosting service to see what's up. if you happen to have any problems accessing this site, please let me know through my hotmail account (because the problem also shuts down my email to @nohtv.com and @controlledfury.com)..

thanks,

ron

11:45 PM -

11:56 PM - btw......i started drinking mountain dew again, only in MUCH smaller amounts. it's keeping me awake and alive (and happier), but i'm not a total ubercaffeinated superassmunch.

well....at least not as much as i was before.......i hope........

ron

11:24 PM - RENNES, France (Reuters) - An anti-abortion militant suspected of murdering a doctor has given up fighting his extradition order and will return to the United States to try and clear his name by standing trial, his lawyer said Monday.(full story)

what i'm curious about is wether or not this man will also be charged with committing a "terrorist act". let's be honest.....these people are domestic terrorists....plain and simple. they stop women from receiving proper medical treatment by their blocking of clinics, and they publish 'hit lists' on the internet. if this man isn't prosecuted under the new anti-terrorist laws, then we'll all know exactly where the current administration REALLY stands on terrorism.

on a totally different note, i've been working out some more nohtv ideas. i'm currently figuring out how to have feedback-style posting capabilities for each issue/book/product listed on nohtv (similar in style to the ones currently used on the aintitcool website). david has always been big on getting back feedback from his peers AND fans, so this might be a cool way to give people a chance to respond to the stuff in a more organized and archived fashion than the current message board.

ron